Look at us, I used to be proud to say I’m fighting for us whether you are or not because I love you… But, I can’t even say that anymore because I just don’t know if it’s worth it, hell I don’t even know WHAT I’m fighting for anymore. I called you blind but after everything I just said it’s me who’s blind and it’s me who’s a fool. I started to regain your trust and then I tell you the truth and you blow things out of proportion… They make up stuff, they tell you lies, they insult me by telling you all of these things, and you have the nerve to believe them and not know who to believe. I get it they’re going against my word and it seems logical to believe them but how could you believe that stuff… I feel betrayed and this is ending due to another’s lies
This explains EXACTLY how i feel and so far i thought this was true… Until he came into my life… Will he leave me too?
Do you remember how happy we used to be? I do. On of my most vivid memories of us is that time i got you to learn how to play Lilium and i taught you how to play it after you had tried to teach me. Im listening to that right now and it jsut made me reminisce and think about how much i miss those days i dont know where this is going or how we’ll be in the future but im sticking to what i said about me not ever hating you… I WILL NEVER HATE YOU… Im also thinking about yesterday how you got me a rose… It made me soo happy but looking at it right now makes me cry because im just now realizing that theres to big of a chance we may not make it because of our situation and the previous situation and we’re just not compatible anymore… At least not like we used to be… But even in that know i love you so…
